I am a 16 year old girl from England. I model and act. I have Anorexia Nervosa- Binge purge sub-type. I have this rather than Bulimia because I eat very little yet throw it up. I have had "issues" with food since I was about 10 years old, as a result of bullying. I began starving myself. This stopped about 2 years ago but it started again when I couldn't stand the weight I had put back on. I started again in January 2011. Start weight- 10 stone 2 (142 lbs). Current weight- 8 Stone 5 (117 lbs). My target weight atm is 7 stone 5 (106 lbs).
I decided to start this blog so I can connect with others like me. I feel so alone. My family and friends have never known about my "issues". Everyone thinks I'm perfect. Girls tell me how jealous they are and that they wish they were as "gorgeous as me" and tell me "you are just so perfect!" but they don't see.They don't see that underneath my plastered smile, made up face and good grades that I'm dying. I NEED to please them, my family. friends, teachers. I need everyone to know how perfect I am. How strong I am. But I need someone to know the real me too.
God bless you all and Stay Strong <3 Xo
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
She’s so inspiring.
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stay strong demi.
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